nancy!!

Rabb ne bana di jodi!

OMG awsme movie,
I love srk!just saw it online....tears rumbled down my cheeks...m stil crying but then its worth!!
wuff I want 2 get married 2 srk like character now ...Surinder Sahni aka Soori (Shahrukh Khan) is an introverted, responsible, sincere, realist working as a govt employee in a company named Punjab Power. Taani (Anushka Sharma) is an extroverted, flamboyant, fun-loving, vivacious, dreamer set to get married to the guy she loves. Unforeseen circumstances, however, forces Taani to get married to Surinder and Taani finds herself in a love-less, routine life due in part to the large difference in their age and personalitiesTo escape her mundane marital life, Taani learns dancing and wants to participate in a dance competition, a reality show called "Dancing Jodi". Surinder wants to make his wife happy and supports her. He then,with the help of his childhood friend Balwinder Khosla 'Bobby' (Vinay Pathak), metamorphoses into an alternate persona, named Raj who is a quick witted, outspoken, smart, dashing, fun loving person who fortunately becomes Taani's partner in the competition.
Taani, not able to recognize that Raj is the same one with whom she is married to, eventually starts to feel that Raj's personality and nature are more in tune with what she is comfortable with. Raj expresses his love for Taani and then they plan to elope from Amritsar on the night of the dancing competition. Surinder doesn't tell the truth to Taani because he wants to find out with whom Taani is really in love with. In the morning of the competition, Tanni realizes that her true love is Surinder and not Raj. She denies Raj"s feelings and tells him the truth. And at last Surinder presents his reality to her. Hence the story ends merrily...

ps: A must watch 5 star !!!

Random..

We hold on to things the tightest,
When we are forced to let them go..
We always want things a certain
way,
when we know they can not be so.

Dreams always last the longest,
when they are farthest from are reach
and the lessons we learn from them,
are often the one's that we preach.

We spend our time trying to see things,
when perspective is one thing we lack.
And we never appreciate what we have got,
Untill we can't get it back.

We tell others what's wrong with this world.
And we do nothing to make it right.
We complain about families falling apart,
And yet do nothing to keep them tight.

We desire to be close to all those we love,
Yet too often we look on from far.
And when it comes to the truth do we want to change,
or remain forever as we are......???

Forgive ?

Deciding if you should forgive or not may be easier after reviewing exactly what forgives is – and what it is not.

· Forgiving does not mean that you forget the offense
You may never forget (and probably shouldn’t) what happened to you, but after forgiveness you can remember it without the emotional pain connected to it.

· Forgiving does not mean that you are saying what they did was O.K.
Quite the opposite. We can forgive but still see what happened to you as horrific or unjust.

· You don’t need to even tell people that you forgive them; the forgiveness occurs in your heart – not in conversation with them, although in some circumstances you may want to have a dialogue about it
It often backfires if you go up to someone (especially a relative) and say “I forgive you.” This occurs because the offending person often doesn’t see himself or herself as the problem. Better to do the forgiveness in your own mind and heart. One exception to this is if you are the victim of a violent crime.

· Forgiving doesn’t mean you will automatically trust them again
Forgiveness and trust are two separate issues. Even after forgiveness, it may take a long time to re-build trust, if ever.
To instantly trust someone again after they have violated you in some way is not a sign of good mental health or strong self-esteem.

· Forgiving doesn’t necessary mean you like or love the offender, or even want to be in future relationship with them
Absence of angry feelings doesn’t necessarily create warm, positive, or loving feelings in you for the offender-at best forgiving may bring you up to neutral in your feelings toward them. It I possible to say to yourself, for instance, “OK. I forgive her but I don’ want to have anything further to do with her-ever.”

PS:FORGIVING somebody doen't help...the "hate" the "anger" persist...

HATE..just loved the fire!

WAnnabees??

I just hate this cateogry who thinks they are stud and all....wuf they think they are casanova..and all girla are drooling seeing them,,,advice to such guys grow up...and get life

Ur not ny of them,probably if people liked u 1 moment was because their judgmental power was bad...so all wannabees...GROW UP

Ps:pun intended and life is no movie...

Meet Nancy Hency :Cutest couple!

“Life is one fool thing after another whereas love is two fool things after each other.”

Selfish .....!

Just got a mail...touched me ..here it goes

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.



When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.



When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.



When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.



When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.



When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.



When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.



When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.



When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.



When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your
friends.



When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he cried and told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.



And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

Perfect guy!

 “Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.

College life officialy ends..!

Its sad but my college life is about to end.... I guess the graduate days were the happiest days of my life..I guess loads of changes came some were temporary some permanent ,but I did learn lot of lessons and I have no regrets !!

I believe everything happens for good,everything.... so even if xyz hurt u...u did understand that this xyz has capacity to effect u  :P

it was a great journey which I will remember forever!my graduate days were the best days of my life..Love you all..!!

Smile coz that cost nothing :) :)

This is what i love

Twinking in their eyes, smile on their faces,the way they say "aguu"....

this from my collection of some 100 + baby pics :) u all r cho chweeeeeeeeeet ...OH my GOD this is beauty in true sense!!

Missing u guys..missing d innocence!

Shivani just mailed me d pics... these are the kidos I have grown up with and did most of the kidas with !!mwah (*1000) miss ya all!!

• Pixy : when did ya study?how do u knw so much abt the world,how can u watch a movie at nite n stil score ;)
  
•  Nidhi (my best friend):punju kanju!!
  
• Pragya (contagious laugher): hahah :D ..idiot hw can u laugh over Aseem thingii!NV partners,Mtv shows,dictionary?,mu dikhai!!stil give me  d wierdest reasons (m:p m sad my friend feels I'm ugly , p:oh she is jealous,tashan se jana !!!) 
• Chavvi:mis serious
  
• Nitin:studious
  
• Deepika:street smart,
  
• Vatsala:Guruji,oops I wish i had given heed 2ur advice ;)
  
• Shivani:Happy go lucky wid brains!
  
• Ravneet:how did ya loose so much weight !!
  
• Tanu:Advocate !!!
  
• Ashoutosh;cute che,Manipal mast che !
  
• Dhruv:women killer,chweet to talk and hey pls keep away d dictionary!
  
• Shubhra:hey Dr please do free ilaaj,in btw ur bday parties wer best!!

N in btw my school is soon completing  25 years ,guys I promise b4 states its doon!!

luv ya all .....

Happy bhaiya duj

happy bhaiya duj ...

m glad bhaiya ur part of my life....

LOvve you :)

Dreams :)

They say dreams never do come true..
But they are wrong, I say they do 
I dream of violence, I dream of hurt
I dream of children, they live in dirt
I dream of you, I dream of me
I dream of how this was never meant to be
I dream of my feelings, I dream of my thoughts
I dream of these things, I dream of them lots
I dream of my loved ones, I dream of the dead
I dream of these thoughts, exploding my head
I dream of you yelling, I dream of you crying 
I dream of you hiding, I dream of you lying
I dream of you hurting, I dream of you shutting me out of your life
I dream of the of the only one I can trust, I dream of my knife.
They say dreams never do come true, 
But they are wrong, I say they do. 

Practical?

A friend calls up and says You have changed n I think N say yes!!

Some people might not like the change but yes I have,I have become a liitle more practical n serious abt life...and yes change was not sudden it was gradual and I love it,,n have no problem with the same!

Just realised that it is not obvous that everything that happens to me would always b good coz sometimes coin can flip...so now I'm prepared 4 same...!!!

Its new start a  new world!!

Special songs:

All these are special songs..which have recently touched my heart !

Khuch kam.... (Dostana)

Mitwaa re (Ek Vivah )

Tu jaha  (salaam namaste )

Ahista ahista (bachana .. )

Ankhon hi ankhon mein (EMI) :after a long time  a soothing song :)

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.

Sometimes its impossible not to hate somebody,its just impossible.....and when you know clearly know what wrong they have done to you..Its next to impossible...

I have changed probably the never existing word like "enemy"  has come up,more then enemy its hatred for some people...sometimes its difficult to ignore people,but then I have learnt to be indifferent."Things" (coz humans have changed to things for me!!) don't effect me now.I'm happy with very few true people beside me at least I know they will not backstab me... (and then everytime I don't have to feel like Julius  Ceaser : "Et u brutus " !!)

Now I don't even feel like talking to people who betrayed me as a friend.. (!!)...just can't be pretentious  and give a call and talk politely and all coz I don't feel like....I have always done things which I feel like ...But then as the old saying goes :

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend......

At least you know what your enemies will be doing !!!

so better choose a proper friend then repent later !

Hapiness defination..I learnt !

Meet MY pinku ;)

Just got a surprise from bhaiya!!luv ya bhaiya :)

9 days ===1170 !

My struggle since last 9 days ends today with 1170..so it was 1170/9 (According 2 sid ) ... :P

I thought its pretty easy to score but soon realised it is not that easy it seems!I would thank few people who let this 9 day wonder be true 

a)MA-PA :who kept telling me u can do it !

b)Sinihi:Ahh without her I would have not even thought of giving GRE

b)Sid: this friend of mine had full faith in me since day1,n kept motivitaing me ..thanku so much :)

c)Nidhi:My best buddy since years,This Dr friend of mine always talked about "kismat" and motivated me that dear,I will pray for u !

d)Powerprap:predicted the score a day back!!!

e)Nrutya ....without her nothing could happen.. thanku dear

That finishes the list

Thank u Guys :)

i know the score is mediocre but stiil i wanna thank these guys .. ....Luv u all !!

ps: English killed me :440  :(

quants :730 !!

Loved the innocence :)

F.R.I.E.N.D

This is for my best buddy who has always been my side !

"A person who will listen and not condemn 
Someone on whom you can depend 
They will not flee when bad times are here 
Instead they will be there to lend an ear 
They will think of ways to make you smile 
So you can be happy for a while 
When times are good and happy there after 
They will be there to share the laughter 
Do not forget your friends at all 
For they pick you up when you fall 
Do not expect to just take and hold 
Give friendship back ,it is pure gold. "

:)

"I don't think you will 
Ever fully understand 
How you've touched my life and made me who I am 
I don't think you could ever know 
Just how truly special you are 
That even on the darkest nights 
You are my brightest star 
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find 
Unconditional love that exists 
In my body soul and mind 
I don't think you could ever feel 
All the love I have to give 
And I'm sure you'll never realize 
You've been my will to live 
You are an amazing person 
And without you I don't know where I'd be 
Having you in my life 
Completes and fulfills every part of me."

The White Stripes - We 're Going To Be Friends

I really find this song very cutee...feel so nostalgic :(

"Fall is here,hear the yell
back to school,ring the bell
brand new shoes,walking blues
climb the fence,books and pens
I can tell that we're going to be friends

Walk with me,Suzy Lee
through the park and by the tree
we will rest upon the ground
and look at all the bugs we found
then safely walk to school
without a sound

Well here we are,no one else
we walked to school all by ourselves
there's dirt on our uniforms
from chasing all the ants and worms
we clean up and now its time to learn

Numbers,letters,learn to spell
nouns,and books,and show and tell
at playtime we will throw the ball
back to class,through the hall
teacher marks our height
against the wall

And we don't notice any time pass
we don't notice anything
we sit side by side in every class
teacher thinks that I sound funny
but she likes the way you sing

Tonight I'll dream while I'm in bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphbet
and when I wake tommorow I'll bet
that you and I will walk together again
cause I can tell that we're going to be friends "

Search for FELICITY.....coNtinues!.

Sometimes in life u become somebody ,you never dreamt of becoming....You become negative,start disliking people around you,,probably now u have got the insight into lot of situations...u can differentiate between a genuine gesture and fake....

Probably the "4" th year has been lucky for me..I got 2 learn lot of things...probably the person whom I considered close and supportive turned out 2 b wrong...I came 2 know about reality,probably I was living in the world of mirage...It was illusionary coz everything was fabricated by me...I just overlooked some very clear indications of "fakeness"..but then I did learn my lessons...and I'm thankful 2 all those people who took my innocense and made me a big girl.....for me my fundas about people change..now I do understand to certain degree people around me and belie of goodness...

Sometimes in life we consider everything so perfect that we do overlook "the reality",probably we don't want to face the real world music.....I'm sommebody who just can't pretend things 2b okay with people who did wrong to me,my body language ,my gesture changes automatically unknowingly...I give cold vibes 2 people and get into my shell....and if I know somebody has capacity to hurt  me ....I would prefer not to talk to that person than feel sad about the same later.....

My best friend (Nidhi )  told me that "Mahak change is required,u can't be Mother Terecca all the time,,if people don't care about u ...stop thinking about them...coz nobdy is gonna help u end of the day its you and ur mirror image who is gonna stay with you all the while"...but I guess my gregarious nature has been  overtaken by the rudness of the world..

There is this old song by Emilla ..it tells about tranformation of a girl....into a big girl..I have actually grown up listening to it ....

"'Im a big big girl 

In a big big world 

It's not a big big thing if you leave me 

But I do do feel that 

I do do will miss you much 

Miss you much... 

I can see the first leaf falling 

It's all yellow and nice 

It's so very cold outside 

Like the way I'm feeling inside 

I'm a big big girl 

In a big big world 

It's not a big big thing if you leave me 

But I do do feel that 

I do do will miss you much 

Miss you much... 

Outside it's now raining 

And tears are falling from my eyes 

Why did it have to happen 

Why did it all have to end 

I'm a big big girl 

In a big big world 

It's not a big big thing if you leave me 

But I do do feel that 

I do do will miss you much 

Miss you much... 

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire 

But when I open my eyes 

You're gone... 

I'm a big big girl 

In a big big world 

It's not a big big thing if you leave me 

But I do do feel that 

I do do will miss you much 

Miss you much... 

I'm a big big girl 

In a big big world 

It's not a big big thing if you leave me 

But I do feel I will miss you much 

Miss you much... "

My contagious laugh !!

PRESENTATION:

Yestday we guys had a  group seminar on "Expert system",Sid n me wer supposed 2 talk abot Mycin part...but the wait turned out 2 b 2 long..as in the seminar session started at 8,and sir told me 2 pick up chits(I had gne 2 him wid lame execuse 2 leave our grp early ;) ) ...but then in none of d chit our group's name came...It was already 2-30 and our zeal 2 speak had died...

There was last 5 groups left @ 3,we wer one of them....so again d chit thing happened n gues what our group came last :P

By the time it  was our chance sir gt bored,he skimmed thru our ppt and tld sid n moi 2 only speak ,It was funny coz d other guys frm my grp had slogged hard :P

So by the time i went up2 say I forgot  half d part so my 7 min presentation came dwn 2 2 min!!so when sid started talking he gave a very funny eg: " of sharpness of eye" of pseudomonas..(i knw he meant mammals) but then i could not control my laughter..oops and guess what i was drroling on d ground ..literary..i  obscured behind the table....even sid could nt control he tld me later..!!!!and even sir gave that smile!!!

JAVA VIVA

It was java viva and hanish n I were supposed 2 go inside....By the time we reached mam started bombarding us wid qns,my fellow started saying all the wierd answer,,,,,oops and guess what i was laughing out loud in front of this very strict teacher,she asked me 2 go out ...but somehw i convinced her ...

But then Hanish started  saying something wierd again initially I  really controlled but in d end couldn't and guess what i was laughing again in front of mam,,but this time she also gave me a smile....I thought she wil kill me,,,,,,but then she started laughing out loud!!and this was shock 4 d  whole class !

The big qn that came after this was how cum I can laugh so loud in such serious situations??

The ans is my dear friend Pragya and dhati who could laugh over the wierdest of joke,wierdest  of thing ,,,,and guess what we could lol over a trival issues for 3 days,,,,and I guess thats why we were considered psycho!!!

but then I cant help my smile is contagious,I 'm sure u r also smiling now !!

ps: There r 1000 mre examples  but i'm feeling 2 bored 2 type !

S-U-C-C-E-S-S ?

Going through  Random sites,I found this Poster..It talks about succes which i guess every single  individual is looking for....personally for me success=happiness,anything that brings smile on my face is "success" for me.It can be meeting small kid on train,after seeing whose face I succeeded over my pain....It can be talking to old lost friend,after talking to whom i succeed in remembering the old glorious past..Or it could be bringing smile on people's face  who know me....(in btw  I have been complimented  by a friend that I'm somebody who can make difference in success and failure in people's life !!)

Ps: This is my worst Post,just gt bored ,so thought of writing some crap!

ICSE: I stil luv it!

It's made me realise how much I love my mom for makin' me do ICSE, and feel good about being proud of the fact that I've done my 10th thru the ICSE.

And for all you kids who didn't, I'm sorry. :)

 

You know you were in ICSE when:

1) You think State Board schools are where only your watchman's and maid's kids go

2) You look different from "the" rest !

3) Randomly using words/phrases such as 'sooth', 'thou art', 'wherewithal' etc is completely normal in 9th and 10th (coz of all the shakespeare)

4) You go to junior college (atleast in Bombay) and automatically become best buds with another ICSE kid, even if he's from the school you hated all your life until then..

5) You are the only one who understands the concept of 'reading time' in an exam

6) You memorised 36 chapters for your hindi paper, but to this day have trouble with constructing a paragraph in formal hindi

7) You went for tuitions for every conceivable subject on the planet, english, hindi, comps, science, history, geography, maths.. and maybe even SUPW

8) You actually understood what SUPW was.. and when you read the above post.. you thought, 'ohhh that's right, we had that shit too'

9) You went to CBSE/State board after ICSE, looked at their english textbook and thought to yourself.. 'man, 2nd graders at my school could've aced this rubbish'

10) Even the peons and the cleaning ladies at school spoke better English than most of your Junior College/College profs

11) Most of your batch had cellphones by the time they were in 9th grade, and they all lived 15 minutes away from school

12) Your Annual Day/ Sports Day parades were more coordinated than the Republic Day Parade

13) Your Hindi teacher often had to resort to English to explain stuff to some of your classmates

14) There had to be atleast one celebrity kid in your batch (there just has to be!.. especially in Dehradun )

15) Your school participated only in inter-ICSE sports fest (they pretended they didn't want to associate with all the hoi polloi.. but the real reason was that they would get creamed by the State Board kids)

16) There was atleast one kid whose parents earned more than all the parents at the neighbouring State Board school put together

17) A score rise of 30% from your prelims to the Boards was considered perfectly normal

18) you actually prayed to Xavier Pinto and Francis Fanthome before the boards (dunno who the head honchos are now, in my day I prayed to them)

19) Your prom/social looked like a bollywood awards party

20) Some of the chicks in your school were hotter than the current Miss India (note: tribute to ICSE chicks.. I've seen a lot of women all over the country and have never met a really hot girl who wasn't an ICSE product.. ICSE women ROCK!)

21) Your school grilled you so hard that the Boards were the exam that you studied most for in life... and will always stay that way

22) In college most of the other kids drinking, smoking or doing weed are ICSE kids or they're from Delhi (no offence Delhiites.. hehe)

23) You look at what's being taught in your college intro chem course and you go.. 'wait a minute, didn't I do all this in the 8th grade?'

24) You got a 90 plus in the boards and thought you were ready to rule the world.. but then 2 years later you realised that it wasn't enough to clear the IIT-JEE

25) You had your first girlfriend/boyfriend much before 9th grade

26) In junior college/college, you were considered a snob, and you loved it!

27) Atleast one of your friends was driving his own car by the time you were in the 10th grade

28) Your saddest joke, which would have raised eyebrows in scorn in school, leave your "new" (post ICSE) friends in college in peals of laughter...

29) You are unfamiliar to the concept of a textbook.

30) You get your first year Java courses in college waived just cause you have attained the level of a Guru (considering that you took CS in 11th/12th)

31) You see posters on the school softboard which say "Board secretary wanted".

32) You ace all your lab reports in college.

33) You hope, wish and pray that they don't introduce a project in Mathematics over the coming years!

34) You see an "A" in your SUPW and you wonder "Hmmm.... where did that come from??"

35) When you go from the 10th to the 11th:

a) Your muscle mass increases (from carrying the heavy reference books)
b) You are ecstatic because the number of subject goes down to 5. But then suddenly you realise that the course material goes up 5 times!
c) You have participated in atleast one national/international level contest which is not related to a sport.

Universal Soldier

This is 1 song I learnt  in school,it talks about how soldiers are....The author Defines the soldier ......

ps:If u al r wondering how cum I'm talking about soldier the ans is Heroes's promo :P

"He's five foot-two, and he's six feet-four,
He fights with missiles and with spears.
He's all of thirty-one, and he's only seventeen,
Been a soldier for a thousand years.

He'a a Catholic, a Hindu, an Atheist, a Jain,
A Buddhist and a Baptist and a Jew.
And he knows he shouldn't kill,
And he knows he always will,
Kill you for me my friend and me for you.

And he's fighting for Canada,
He's fighting for France,
He's fighting for the USA,
And he's fighting for the Russians,
And he's fighting for Japan,
And he thinks we'll put an end to war this way.

And he's fighting for Democracy,
He's fighting for the Reds,
He says it's for the peace of all.
He's the one who must decide,
Who's to live and who's to die,
And he never sees the writing on the wall.

But without him,
How would Hitler have condemned him at Dachau?
Without him Caesar would have stood alone,
He's the one who gives his body
As a weapon of the war,
And without him all this killing can't go on.

He's the Universal Soldier and he really is to blame,
His orders come from far away no more,
They come from here and there and you and me,
And brothers can't you see,
This is not the way we put the end to war."

Contender (The War continues !! )

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better.  You want to settle down for good because now all of a sudden that becomes top priority. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You begin to think a companion for life is better than a hundred in the shack and for once you would not mind standing tall for that special someone which otherwise you had never thought of until now. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

Plain white t ...My first love ;)

Plain White T's is a pop rock band, . They have had most worldwide success with their song, 

The funniest part is though Rock bands are supposed 2 b  promoting black,this band promotes white ;)...

Band  members  are :

Tom Higgenson

Dave Tirio

Mike Retondo

Tim Lopez

De'Mar Hamilton

Tom Higgenson is amazing. I mean, I know he has a big nose, but he just makes me melt anyway. I love his music. !!!!

The best song and how to relate :

a) Lonely september :  After break up,dedicate it ur ex and cry on.... !!

b) You and me :  To your alter ego

c) Its our time now :  when ur wid  ur close buddies,and enjoying !!

d)Let me take you there:  When you are n love....a perfect song!

e)Making Memory: best way to get back ur love after break up !

f)Lets pretend :about a boy and a girl who's pretending to be together. the boy likes the girl but the girl don't feel the same way about him. so they keep pretending to be together for some reason, and the boy rather continue to pretend with her, than to be apart.

g) Write You A song: Want to flatter....!!best  song !

h) Happy Someday : nybdy can realte 2, i guess al strugglers !!

Making Memory ........

Plain white T ( mwah ;) )... Love them...

song  2 close 2 my heart

"Friday night's such a beautiful night
Where you going?
I didn't mean to blow it
You're upset and I don't know what I said
But I'm sorry
Don't you give up on me?

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Don't pretend you're not smiling again
Let's just leave it
You know I didn't mean it
Don't know why we put up such a fight
Over nothing
When we could still be something

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door
There's no need to leave anymore
Yeah!

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Can't do this myself
No, I need some help
We all need some help

Friday night's such a beautiful night
Now you're staying

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Friday night's such a beautiful night (making a memory)
Now you're staying
(Making a memory)
Don't know why we put up such a fight (making a memory)
Over nothing
(Making a memory)"

Hate Is strong word But i really don't like you!

Awsme song by plain White T's.....do listen 2 it guys!!
Better then hey Dellilah

Rock on Rocks!!

Haa i loved the movie..saw it a week back but the music still haunts me :P  ..Rock On  leaves you to feel nostalgic about your young age. And ends in a feel-good note, to follow your dreams  .....

A must watch ....luvya Farah Akhtar!!

Confused?

It gives a great feeling when I think I have reached the early 20s... but i guess my judgemental power has decreased linearly :P ..I know all you guys who are in this age do feel lonely,betrayed sometimes..but i guess this is enervate feeling and the other moment you feel all high ..have you wondered why??You sound all confused all the time...i guess hormones are playing the game... Personally I'm all moody ,i can love and hate the same person ( :P ) .. 

Sometime you might be all scared where you will land up,what job you would do?and the other moment you might wan't a companion to share your life with,then all of sudden you might be thinking about your parents dreams and take ten steps back..i guess the age is playing games with us,but then this happens with everybody right?

So whats the solution,i discussed this  with loads of tweens and teenagers friend,and the solution was to divert yourself into some hobby...personally i love painting and writing,so you see it helps

SO get out of confusion,disarray,muddiness,discombobulation.... and start living... :) Hope the conclusion was not confusing ( :P )

Aevee....

Just  stochastic thoughts about life...c

1. Learn :from your mistake
   
2. Try:to be happy
   
3. Make: happiness
   
4. Change: nothing
   
5. Move:Nowhere
   
6. Smile:Free
   
7. Cry:Helps
   
8. Enemies:Nonexistent
   
9. Hate:Never
   
10. Love:Think
    
11. Soul:Love
    
12. Body:Your
    

“Dream as if you'll live forever "

Escapist is a person who escapes into world of fantasy....thats what a friend tag me with !!

I guess everybody dreams and goes into the surreal world..it all starts before we are born our parents start dreaming about what their kids might turn upto become..and when we are growing up we wan't to reach "The Chanda Mama"....I guess everybody must have dreamt of being an astronaut...(though i wanted to be "Miss universe" :P )

Have you ever wondered why all of sudden we have stopped dreaming ?all of sudden we have started realising that all  dreams can't be fulfilled...and why we have started thinking?..these questions have been haunting me for a while...

I guess its difficult for me to stop dreaming and get into situations which i wan't to....so welcome to my dream world...

ok now imagine you meet a friend of yours on 15 sept 2018 in coffee shop ...what would be the conversation like..?

imagine he/she sits besides you and gives you that look...(see i know ur past :P )..and then u silently nod and convey so do I !....and their besides you are sitting your respective spouse!!...and imagine ur better half is all possessive/nagging wife,so how will you deal with it!!Your one stare can kill you for the whole day...leave conversation.....so how would you deal with the situation ?

Let me know....remember dreams and wandering thoughts can be true !!! 

Wishes...

Random things i wish for... 

I wan't to be a free bird

Feel the air touching me

I want to be a child again

don't want to think again

I want to drown under the sea 

feel the chilling water

Stand on the cliff and shout out loud

Wan't to hear echo of my name

Wan't to get lost in deep forest

stay away from sawy for a while

Wanna feel like a bird again

and fly high 

Lonavala Trip !!

It was a special saturday ,(09--08),,It was the best trip of my life....it was an adventure trip in true sense...

The journey started quiet slow,we all were supposed 2 meet in vashi at 8:00,but the plan changed last minute after the bus met an accident....Somehow we all met, and that was also not less struggling...(grrh i had 2 wait in d wierdest corner of earth!!)

The journey was awsome with greenery all around,could see small rapids all around,and we all sang jolly song in d bush...i was in my waggish extent..!!

 this wil remain the best trip of my life!!

ToGether TOmorrow aGAin...

This Is OnE Song i love....to core of my heart ..it was taught in my school...here it goes......for all my old friends(from ams)....who have always made me feel special...

I don't like to say goodbye,I don't want today to end.But we will be happy together tomorrow,Together tomorrow again.Together tomorrow, together tomorrow my friend.

We will be happy together tomorrow, Together tomorrow again.

You may walk a rocky road.My road may twist and bend.We'll share all our stories when we get together,Together tomorrow again.Together tomorrow, together tomorrow my friend.

We'll share all our stories when we get together,Together tomorrow again.Every day must pass away,Never to come again.Tonight when I'm sleeping I'll dream of us beingTogether tomorrow again.Together tomorrow, together tomorrow my friend.

Tonight when I'm sleeping I'll dream of us beingTogether tomorrow again.Together tomorrow, together tomorrow my friend.Tonight when I'm sleeping I'll dream of us beingTogether tomorrow again.

Just FeeLing Too sad...(about this incident)

Some two days back i heard of this incident which really shocked /numbed/me.....Ani told me about this guy of our age who met with accident in palm beach road and died on spot.This guy had come back for holidays back home from i guess U.S.A..and had gone out with his friends on drive...i don't know him but was feeling really sorry for his family,his dad had taken loan for his son and this guy was about to start working....This incident just let me wonder why does GOD do such thing....It is said "everything happens for good",it let me wonder what was good about this ?
Parents lost thier son in this mishap and what they gained was mere "sadness".....I wan't to tell all those people who think drinking and driving is cool....(Its not)
Whenever you drive just think that somebody at home is waiting for you....its better to be late late then b late forever.....
I know death is inevitable but still you can prevent major accident by just being a little alert ..
To all young dudes and wannabe......PLS DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE....remeber your family friends love you ....and don't DOPE DRINK SMOKE....it just shortens your life and makes you away from your life...

PS:this article has been written just to tell my fellow friends that i care about them and would never wan't too loose them....

Stream of LiFe....

Time is RUnning.......

MY Friends are my Life...

My friends are my life and i'm blessed that i always have got people who somehow have affected me in positive sense....(alphabetical order!)
Meet The GAMS!
Anindita aka Ad aka Ani aka CKA..[;)] :I never thought i would ever get so close with her ,very few people know that we knew each other during school time but guess what ...we just never liked each other ..i thought she is boisterous female and she thought i'm one of kind...should just leave that part..lolz
But then we met in college and came to know each other and guess what we soon realized we are "alterego" seriously...it has never happened that we have thought differently we hate and like/love the same persons !!!so you see where the problem comes..!But ani has promised me that she is gonna leave anything 4 me ..rite sweety[;)] ...We think alike talk alike(minus her speed!) ..
There are certain things which make me just love her:be her determination,be her keeping all d big secrets,and al that stupid things for which she worries about.....n how can i forget "muah"....haha .....!!
I feel lucky that i have a friend like you ani and hope this friendship continues....forever(it would when u luv a common person!!)

Garima:
Silent ,Sober describes Garima.Though most of the time i argue with her but i love that Coz i luv arguing and pulling people's leg and she is d butt of all jokes...!
hey luv u dear....n hope u reach S.A!!!lolz

Shiny:aka ABCD..!
aka Vegeterian(+egg ,boneless chicken) ,I haven't seen more dumb girl then her..she can only study else d worldly affairs are not her cup of Tea!!My concept of mathematics,science,philosophy,biology all vanished after i met her.. lets me wonders every moment i see her "how she scores" (Cheater कही kii!)....
She keeps asking me why i laugh so much and the ans is ..................she knows it (wink wink).It has never happened that i have not put in her trouble i luv it....and i have promised myself that i will do it my whole life......She is somebody who can just ans things about life..and say just 1 answer for 100 qns you ask: " कुछ फरक नही पड़ता"......
I'm glad i found her coz you know if everybody is normal whats the funnn ....
muah luv u baby and pls dnt change had enough of normal species arnd me!


LUV u all n Glad ur part of my life...

Relationship With YOurself....Is Important...

We sometimes identify with the things that happen in our life but really we are always free to love ourselves.
Before we can have a meaning full relationship with another person it is important to come to terms with the relationship we are having with ourselves.
We draw to us things that resonate at the same vibration and are in harmony with how we are feeling and thinking. If we wish to change what is showing up in our life we have to change ourselves. We have to change how we feel about things.
Negative feeling often spring from our belief system and judgements, which we make about life and living and the people who are showing up in our life. It is sometimes necessary to bring these beliefs and judgements to the surface of our mind and challenge them. By challenge I mean run them through your mind again and see if they are still serving you.
Ask yourself are these your own beliefs or have you adopted them from your parents or partners? Have you learned them at school or been taught them in a religious setting? Ask yourself what life would be like if you chose to change your mind about these beliefs? How would your judgements change, how would you view yourself and your self worth and love for yourself?
What would happen if you changed your perspective on life and who you are? If you choose to see everything as an aspect of yourself; without any separation just an interaction of love expressed? All relationships were in actual fact a relationship with yourself flowing energy from one aspect of yourself to another aspect of yourself, how would that feel? If you stopped judging yourself and just enjoyed giving your love unconditionally to those that entered your life knowing that we are all one.
How would you feel if you know that your soul was just a silent witness to the events in your life? That your soul was non-changing eternal and absolute, was not in this physical would but looked at it from an eternal continuum of energy, which always was and always would be the same.
How would you feel if you became aware that the love in your heart was connected to an infinite source, which could flow for eternity? That to whichever person you flowed it to, in the end, your love could only come back to yourself: because you and the other person where operation in the same field of energy, which was connecting you both to the same source?
Do you feel you could be strong enough to love yourself and all that showed up in your life? Do you feel that you could love yourself so much that your heart overflowed with this love?
Start to appreciate your self worth, your beauty, your intelligence and grace? Value the help and healing you bring to others in your work and in your life?
How do you think you would feel if you gave yourself permission to start to love yourself again? As you are, doing exactly what you are doing, just because you chose to without judgement?
You can make this choice; you can choose to be happy now in this moment. If you do decide to make this choice, your whole World will change; your whole perspective on life will flow freer. You will be able to drop your story, you will be able to see life as it truly is; the exchange of loving energy flowing from one to another.
Playing in the field of the Self, the oneness of life and love, which is this Universe we live in.

Sun vs Moon....

Life has taken a u-turn again
I have reached where I begain again
Pain has cum back 2 me again
Joy has fled away
Loneliness surrounds me again
Im still waiting for a new day to come
Light from sun has fled away
Moonlight now surrounds me
N I know even the light is fake
Makng me rerealise every emotion is fake,
Everybody surrounding me is fake
Even my image is fake
Now mirror tells me the fakeness surrounding me….
My shadow now doesn’t stay with me
Making me realize closer the people are to you, more they hurt
Just cant get over the pain
Just cant….
Crying has become a habbit or solution for me
Pain has become solution to everything
But still I have to give a fake smile to the world…